Sunday, September 14, 2008
its been quite a few daysss since i blog .
spending alot of days outside and enjoying ~
morning den reached hme to slp .
slept until v late the next day . =/
v bored ~
i duno wad to blog also too . hais .
alot of things happened again ~
sad , devastated , mistakes ive made . T_T
alright , ill jux skip to the most impt part .
ytd too happening .
alot of things happened last nite .
emo parts , times when ppl r blur .
duno wad they r doing .
including mi . hais .
met up wib mengyang and tai jun at town .
raymond was wib mi .
we went to far east and look for our shoes .
but couldnt get any , no nice designs ~
until almost 1opm , we went to lighthouse
we had some liquor left there .
jux a little but enuff time for us to meet everyone there .
after finishing our liquor , we went to joevin's bday party .
promised him to go , and as well promised tiffany tat we'll be back at LH .
joe's party is v happening .
everyone is enjoying themselves there . except us i guess .
quite awkard , bcox his friends , we duno them
and their drinking there is v fierce . -.-
drank 1 full cup of martell , freakin hot . omg .
almost puked . =x
after tat cup , the disaster for mi started .
i was starting to feel high and seh liao . =/
bcox helped others to drink as well . ><
mengyang and mi were v blur and seh le .
after 4am , lighthouse closed .
i admit ytd , i neglected my best brother alot .
im truly v sorry bout tat . i duno wad im doing at all .
i didnt see him when we're leaving lighthouse .
went to 12 element bcox buddy wanted to drink .
received a sms frm ray .
after seeing the msg , i was v sad . hais .
i duno wad i can say , wad i can do .
but i noe ive hurt him alot bcox of acc-ing buddy .
im sry bro . i noe u've got alot things to tell mi .
im waiting for u =)
until now , was waiting for buddy to contact mi .
bcox tis morning , she went off first to collect her stuffs frm him .
it really hurts to see buddy in tis state bcox of some ~~~
onli wan buddy to be happy ~ tats all im asking for .
hope buddy's fine now .
-The people i SavedKIlled