Tuesday, March 27, 2007
woah woah woah `
its been 10 days !! lols .
10 days nvr update tis argh lousy blog . =\
been thru some downs ~~
so nvr update . haha .
now im feeling better , im back .
so bored lor !
probation finally over ` weeee .
no need to 10pm reach hme . kakaka .
nth much to update too .
erh , see how la . if got interesting or memorable de things den i come update again .
`deaddoll
`BloodTearz
-The people i SavedKIlled
Saturday, March 17, 2007
well well well .
its been sometime i post such a long entry .
although i haven start , but i guess it will be long . =\
first of all . my probation is coming to an end and im v happy bout it .
once again , i wanna tks those who were always there for mi .
walking the 15 mths wib mi .
i love u all =)
ray ray , u were there when i needed someone the most .
i seriously thank u for tat .
and tats wad made u my best and most trusted brother .
i will cherish our friendship till the end of my life .
second , after probation , im going to army soon .
im a grown up boy !! haha .
gotta learn how to think carefully b4 i do things liao .
third , god let mi get to noe a ger whom i fell in love wib .
althought the results i got , wasnt wad i wanted to be .
but still , i thank god for letting mi noe tis young lady .
she was there for mi too when i was down .
seriously , i dun see y i deserve tis ending .
but i respect her decision . she's still young . =)
take yr time baby . yes u did asked mi not to put too much hope on u .
but wad i kept inside was , till now . i still nvr tot of giving up on u .
special tks to ray who acc mi so many times and did so many things .
all these r the things i did for her .
ray and i will keep the memories inside us . =)
i nvr regret taking tis path .
and i noe , i still love her .
althought the sillykid now had turned back to deaddoll wib bloodtearz .
but no worries ger . its not yr fault .
i totally understand yr stand .
dun worry bout mi , ill be alright .
i jux dun wan us to change to any other .
i still wan u in my mind , in my heart . a v v good fren to mi .
i dun deny i cant treat u as a normal best gal fren , bcox i still cant let u go .
still hoping and pinning hopes for the better . =\
once , i did told ray , tat there's tis ger who will always be the most impt to mi .
she was once i had a crush on .
but i failed of cox . i made it so confirm to ray tat she was the most impt . number 1 in my heart .
till today , ive come to realised , someone might alrdy taken over the position .
and i didnt even noe it too .
i cant explain it . i wonder if anyone could ?
glad tat i did did things tat made u moved .
tats wad pleased mi the most .
and tats y i didnt gave up . cont to do things to moved u .
hoping tat 1 day , i will be accepted finally .
all i wan was u to be happy .
so sorry if i had given u problems and fan nao .
i will still love and care for u .
therefore if u have any problems in future .
pls dun hesitate to contact mi .
my 24/7 hotline is still on for u .
will nvr lose contact wib u .
tats all i can do . =)
all the best in wadever things u do .
i love u csyL
ill see u on yr bday .
got ya something frm yr wishlist .
u knew wad is it le . haha .
noe u lyk it .
so i got it for u . =)
ill cya on tat day ! xD
sillykid is dead .
deaddoll is back .
blood tearz covering my eyes .
and nth will clean it off .
except u . . .
*. d e a d d o l l -]]
hope to hear frm mi soon .
we shall see .
=)
-The people i SavedKIlled
15/3/07
today is a boring day .
been doing nth .
whole day at hme .
woke up in the evening .
after dinner , went back to slp .
simply bored . yawns ~
jux woke up not long ago .
duno wad to do again . rot kid rot ~~ x(
techno kills my boredom and my running wild thinking . =) BLAST IT DAMN IT !!!
6 days left ~
emo.sillykid
-The people i SavedKIlled
14/3/07
woke up v v early today again . lols .
haven fully turn back to normal timing to slp and wake up =\
woke up at 7am .
play com lorr , arbo how sia ?
lols until morning , go for breakfast . =)
wib galvin and kj . haha
waited for ray to wake up .
time go out for hunting spree !! LOL
went out ard 2 plus . met up wib ray .
first stop , went to pacific plaza .
go in see see walk walk , no sign of my target . lols
den sua lorr .
walk to the next stop . paragon .
saw 1 similar de , but its not .
i asked the staff , where can i find my target .
she said onli 2 places , pacific and raffles city .
den cont walking . to raffles city ~
drizzling . -.-
seeing ppl running ard , so funny . lols .
rain nia , scare wad ? LOL
didnt care bout the rain , cont walking .
frm paragon to ps . den to raffles city !!
go in the shop , wth , still dun have . -.-
den we tot gg liao . >.<
both shops also dun have how ?!!
den go try luck at city link .
FINALLY ! i found my target . MUAHAHA
v happy tat i found wad i wan .
luck is on my side eh ? xD
den buying it , duno wad to do liao . LOL
bcox planned to comb as many shops as possible .
in the end , found it liao . xD
so went to bugis , nth to do .
go there play pool wib ray .
den go Spade to find jason and ade .
chat chat a while , saw saywee and his gf . went hme after tat . =)
tks ray for acc-ing mi the whole day . LOL
im v happy today !
bcox i found wad i wan . xD
ive tried finding it for quite some time le wor .
previously to vivo , and other adidas shop . lols
today finally found it . weeeee ~
most impt , u lyk it jiu hao le . =)
idiotkid ? =\
ar ar ~
happykid. =)
-The people i SavedKIlled
13/3/07
jux 9 more days .
and ill be free . =)
freedom has finally come back to mi .
and i will nvr let it go again .
awww ~
b1 b1 b1 , u see . there's still many ppl who care for u .
jux lyk i do =)
so u muz be brave okay .
anything find mi la .
ho seh liao . 9 more days nia .
u wan ton , i onz u .
u wan drink , i onz u .
although not so long la , 3 wks . aiies , budden still steady de . x)
i guess ive cheer up a little bit .
sorted out wad i wan .
something's missing to complete mi .
and its you .
though its been days we contacted . but i still feel the same for u .
take tons of care too . ill be missing u =)
oh ya !! after probation , needa plan for my bday liao .
peeps , gib mi some ideas too .
those who alrdy knew will be involved , mai niao leh .
think some ideas for mi too . hees . den can enjoy to the max !! xD
sillykid .
deng zhe ni ~
-The people i SavedKIlled
10/3/07
woot ~ jux came back frm town !!
went to town wib raymond , kopi , mazel and jeremy !!
went bugis first den met them there .
after tat , slack a while , walk walk .
den decided to go town bcox meeting frances xD
met her up at wisma .
actually she was leaving , budden managed to persuade her to stay . lols .
den we go gai gai , walk walk .
went to cine and ate pastamania .
been a long time i ate tat sia . x)
after eating , walk her back to wisma as she is meeting her frens to go sentosa .
den she left .
we went to partyworld to enjoy ourselves .
actually wanted to catch a movie , budden scare not enuff time .
so went to sing instead .
enjoyed ourselves there .
finally time to go hme .
took 190 to bangkit nia . LOL
bcox my dad is nearby , picked mi up . go hme tgt !
now im hme !! rotting again . =\
think im gonna slp early .
dun be a vampire !! haha xD
emo.sillykid.
-The people i SavedKIlled
10/3/07
aiies ~ these few days , life is lyk in a mess .
everything i do is wierd de . -.-!
daily playing overnite games .
turning into a zombie liao .
wib my grps of bros .
these few days , talked to raymond v little . x(
and some of my frens as well .
really v little .
when they r online , im slping .
when im online , they r slping . lols .
there's a kinda feeling tat its a mess .
jux feel it frm inside . lols .
12 more days , and im free .
after these 12 days , 3 wks den ill go NS .
will my 3 wks be fun ? lols .
i hope so ~
emo.sillykid
-The people i SavedKIlled
4/3/07
few days nvr blog liao hor .
haha , wad had i been up to ? xD
nth much actually . LOL
jux working and working .
counting down of my probation of cox !!
18 more days okay !!!
mai siao siao .
18 more days , den the dragon will be out again . xD
freedom oh freedom ~
u r back . =)
finally . after 15 mths of punishment . lols
but also good la , taught mi a lot of things .
and ppl ard mi too .
im sure tat today de sillykid , is different frm the past . =)
after probation , muz play ah . bth ~~
3 wks nia okay ~ wha lao . x(
after tat , go NS le .
nvm la , NS also v fast finish .
bcox time pass v v fast . really ~
*IMPT*
ppl out there !! get rdy hor .
standby yr free time for mi .
or else i will haunt u all . LOL xD
3 wks nia , mai gey gao la .
pei wo la ~~~
^^
lols , her mia had stopped . =)
tats good .
hope her problems r solved le .
dun emo emo sad sad la .
last time i tell u , den u say mi back .
now i say u back again . HAHA !!
take care wor ~~ =)
sillyyykid
csyL =x
dota dota dota ~ -.-!
7/3/07
past 3 days , had been dota dota dota . lols !
also nvr go C.B.K play match sia . hahaha ! =\
had been dota-ing wib my bros .
also duno y .
all suddenly so gian tio , every nite dota till morning den go eat breakfast .
the next day , sure ard tis time 4 plus 5pm wake up de lorr .
mazel jio-ed go VnD cut hair , in the end , both of us slp until lyk pig for these 2 days . xD
jux woke up not long ago , sibei sian .
oh yes , today ray last day working liao . kakaka ~
tis weekend , shopping time .
needa find 1 item sia . aiies ~ so far , haven seen it yet . >.<
nvm nvm , tis sat sun , ray say go shopping sio .
first time he jio mi .
slowly slowly lidat countdown .
woot ~ 22nd march , head down to MCYS to close case .
den im free =)
15 days left wor !!!! x)
happy!
sillyyykid.
-The people i SavedKIlled
28/2/07
weeee ~
jux came back frm reporting and work . =\
final reporting sio !! HOOOOOO
so so so happy .
after today , waiting for march 22nd liao .
muahaha . argh , go reporting de time , raining cats and dogs !! omfg .
upon reaching MCYS , im alrdy drenched . x(
so cold , shivering lyk hell .
after reporting , went to sixth ave de outlet find ray .
was told still got many outlets . haha .
so i helped him till 9 .
den we went to 163 eat wib our merchandiser and saleswoman . xD
stingray again . HAHA ~
full sio .
after tat , came back le . hees .
pom pom liao , now play games .
tmr onwards , cont work wib ray . weee ~
2 days le , nvr see her online .
guess she's having a problem .
frm her blog .
aiies ~ sad .
dun see if i can help out . x(
ger ah , do take care hor .
anything need help , can find mi .
i hope i can help . x)
sillykid .
-The people i SavedKIlled
27/2/07
today is the 2nd day going to outlets to do the promotion for kinder bueno .
ah ~ also v simple lyk rocher . onli have to do the cubes and dumpbin . lols
everything was alright , except the DUMPBIN . -.-!
in 2 days , i got 8 cuts frm the new cardboard . ):
2 on my left hand and 6 frm my right . LOL
bth ~
v tired .
ytd 30 hrs in total nvr slp .
slept at 11pm , woke up at 8am today .
still v tired . aiies ~
actually didnt wan to go work , budden bo bian , no one to sub mi .
so went to work . late =x
jux reached hme not long ago .
tired , sticky , SHAG ~~
heng tmr onwards , ray's working . haha
i can slp longer .
budden tmr got reporting .
LAST reportin !!! YES YES YES ~~
MUAHAHA
after tmr , left to 1 mth left !!!
MARCH 22ND , COMING SOON !!! HOOOOOOOOOO
happy.sillyyykid . xD
-The people i SavedKIlled
26/2/07
25 hrs without slp . and counting . lols .
frm ytd de 5 plus pm till now , i haven slp . LOL
today work somemore . ><
pro xD
whole nite playing dota wib mazel kopi rayson and galvin .
actually was thinking , since 3 plus liao , if i go slp , scare will overslept . so nvr slp . LOL
so shag ~~ aiies .
tonight cannot play till too late le .
arbo later panda eyes liao .
nth much to post le .
hungry ~~
mazel galvin , faster leh !! xD
sillyyykid.
-The people i SavedKIlled
2/26/07
sibei funny de leh . wha lao .
i also duno wad is happening to my blog .
the funny thing is , raymond can see my slideshow and my tags .
but y i cant see it myself when i enter my own blog ?
lame ~ -.-
fuck sia , y always got such problems de .
tmd .
bth ~~
emo.sillykid
-The people i SavedKIlled
Friday, March 16, 2007
24/2/07 sat ~
stayed whole dayy at hme .
sian norx , nowhere to go de . x(
hia di kias all go fishing overnite . haha .
woke up at 5 plus . bcox i slept at 5 plus last nite . xD
was crapping and luffing whole nite wib them .
wake up liao , on com pak cs .
nth to do sio .
face the com whole day .
ate at 6 plus , machiam lunch cum dinner .
not full ~~ ><
8 plus 9 , hungry again . call macdonald .
eat baobao le . play cs again .
first time , played so long wib them . match .
dd2 to inferno to nuke and train .
back to dd2 .
played 5 maps . bo tai bo ji 3.30am . LOL
so fast sia the time .
after tat time slow liao . bcox nth to do le . ^^
pei baobei shifu chat chat .
so kelian . rashes on her .
sob sob x(
sayangs hor baobei .
quick see doctor get well .
shifu rashes , ta shen bing . aiyoo ~~
drink more water ger . x)
get well soon u 2 !!!
6am ~ wad shld i do now ?
slp ? duno leh , see how . xD
emo.sillykid
-The people i SavedKIlled
22/2/07
today , overslept for my work !!
LOL !! so power . =x
luckily got my brother raymond called mi . xD
guess wad's the time ? 7.45am !!
8.30am muz reach factory , 8am meeting the 2 other boy-helper .
LOL !
den bo bian lo . i met up wib ray at ard 8am .
den took bus to CCK and changed to MRT .
reached the factory 9.02am . XD
whoops ~ late for work . but nvm , bo lang scold . ^^
den start to work lo .
do another 100 bueno stands . >< budden 5 ppl do v v fast ok !!
we finish b4 lunch time . LOL after tat , SHOU GONG !!!!
WAKAKA went to IMM LJS eat wib them . CRAP a lot . =x
disturbing the new boy we saw today .
LOL after eating , took mrt to CCK , got the tickets for the movie . went back hme bathe . !!
in the end , we were late for the movie . Just Follow Law .
3pm movie , 3.15pm den go in . POWER ~
but we started luffin soon after .
no need warm upss .
jitao luff till pengz !
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sillyyykid.
-The people i SavedKIlled