Wednesday, April 23, 2008
ytd jux went down to find buddy again . haha .
too free den no need be in camp u see . =/
somemore i noe i got things i wanna to clear .
if not , i will feel v wierd everyday . =[
now tat things seems to be back to normal , wun feel so funny le . hees
came hme last nite to get my guards polo tee
after tat went down to boat quay .
it was so quiet . haha .
tues nite ma . bo bian =x
drank some beer , sang some songs .
wib buddy as well . hees .
good place to relax when 1 is bored .
after LH , went to rock .
rnb all over the place . haha nice la .
still got live coverage of chelsea and liverpool , champions league semi first leg .
the score was 1-1 in the end .
stupid riise , own goal at the last min of extra time . -.-
nvm la , dun concerns mi . tonight's match more impt .
Man Utd Vs Barcelona . xD
after everything , sent buddy hme b4 going back to camp .
so shag , so tired .
reached camp jitao slp liao . =/
until today noon den wake up .
now , im back hme again due to 3 guards being the champions of the guards day o8 .
duno tis wkend can book out ma .
if fri got bk out , go find buddy again .
stop here liao , kinda tired . ciaoz ~
-The people i SavedKIlled
Sunday, April 20, 2008
im sorry to these ppl .
truly v v sorry . im all to the blame and cause of everything .
galvin - im so so sorry . i duno wad to say liao . i destroy everything .
not onli my own , yours as well . i noe theres nth i can do . sorry brother .
raymond - im v sorry bro . u guys were there when i need u all . but im v sure u all did not enjoyed tat . all my fault . sorry brother .
ida - buddy , im v sorry . for everything . i noe how u feel now . dun worry , i wun fan ni de . i noe wad i shld do . diu bu qi buddy . wo ai ni .
well , right now , there's nth left for mi . i've lost everything .
i duno wad to say as well . i duno wad to do as well .
guess it will be best for mi to leave jux lidat . sorry everyone .
-The people i SavedKIlled
sian , ytd was such a cock day .
wad a waste .
wad a mistake .
jux lidat , everything's gone . T_T
got nth much to write la .
i onli noe , i messed up the whole nite . damn it .
if onli i can turn back time .
everything shld be different . hais .
but still , tks to all who came . but v SORRY bout wad happened to mi last nite .
and i truly regretted . hais . the feeling is v v sour in mi .
i didnt get to tell her everything personally , i didnt get to show her wad i wan to show personally . i didnt get to noe any ans frm her .
i really messed everything up . i hate myself !
nvm nvm , ive wasted last nite .
but still , i will let her noe everything tat i wan her to noe again .
i dun care .
last nite , she might take everything as a joke or crap , bcox im super tipsy .
next time , no way , i will make sure im freaking sober . =D
i wan her to noe tat i really mean everything i said .
-The people i SavedKIlled
Saturday, April 19, 2008
finally , the day is here . xD
19o4o8 . celebrating sillykid weiliang de bday ! haha
and at lighthouse of cox .
buddy's there wad . =D
a long list of ppl going siol . so happy . haha .
ray and galvin of cox , my best brothers . xD
pity tat brother adee cannot go . nvm , shall meet up wib her someday !
and my campmates going as well . haha .
my chiong sua hia di kias .
xiaona going wib her hubby .
takomi and baobao going too .
woah woah , kid ah !
SO MANY PPL EH ! LOL
ho seh liao la , tonight sure toh de luh . lalala ~
ai zai ai zai ~ see how de say ! WOOOO
now at hme waiting for time to pass nia luh . den take bus go down liao . =D
shall see who is the first person to reach ! hahaha .
* tonight is the nite , wad will it be ?
no one noes . . . the ans will be revealed later on . . .
something special will happen . . .
it goes lyk tis .
ida ~ yi yan wo jiu ren chu lai ,
zhe shi ming yun zui mei li de an pai ~ =x*
CIAOZ ~ LIGHTHOUSE JIAN !!!
-The people i SavedKIlled
Saturday, April 12, 2008
BOOK OUT LUH !! WEEEEE
1 more week to go . muahaha .
and ill be 20 liao !! xDD
last yr de bday , omg , confinement in camp . LOL
zhun zhun 1 wk b4 my bday , enlisted . nb ~
nvm , tis yr , can get to celebrate ! xD
next yr and many many yrs later , also can !!
1 more wk to go onli . yeah yeah , but wha . so fast , 20 liao leh .
omg , 2 head liao !! lao liao luh . haha
nvm la , also good . 10 more mths to ORD leh !
song song .
but ...
after ord do wad ? LOL =x
think bout tat also sian . stress ~~~
next yr feb den see how la horrrr . =x
phew , tot today cannot book out sia . so scary !
nvr go seletar camp for atec stage 1 training . LOL
everyone went sia !
onli mi nvr go . =x
so funny . lolol was hiding ard during RO .
after RO , jitao zhao to the gate . hahaha
another boring fri luh , nowhere to go . nth to do .
sianssss , guess i jux have to turn in early . T_T
next weekend , happening liao ! LOL =x
cant w8 for 19o4o8 . =/
-The people i SavedKIlled
Sunday, April 06, 2008
last nite ... ... ...
how shld i said bout last nite .
quite alot of things happened .
i was down at lighthouse to find my beloved buddy .
stayed there till morning den came back hme .
bcox she needed someone to be there for her .
there were more den 1 there for her last nite , and onli ytd den i knew tat there's alot of peeps who dote her alot there . =)
somethings happened which hurt her alot .
she was v upset last nite .
she cried , she fumed , she was devastated .
looking at her at the state last nite , i was so sad , so angry , so speechless .
at a certain point of time , i didnt noe wad to do . it seems lyk even if im not there , it doesnt really matters . . .
but still , i stayed all the way wib her bcox i dun wan leave her alone .
last nite was the first time i saw her drunk ?
she isnt such a weak drinker , but frm wad ive noe , when 1 is down , its freaking easy to be drunk . lol
we chatted alot last nite , alot of things came out frm our mind , our mouth .
some past , some matters .
but i simply told her 1 thing , no matter wad . ill take care of her . i will always be here for her .
actually i wanted to see her hme . but cherry told mi she will acc her hme .
buddy knew i was worried for her , tats y i stayed all the way wib her .
i noe she noe how much i cared for her .
* buddy , i wan to let u noe , no matter wad , i will be here for u . all these come frm the btm of my heart . u deserve a better life . everything's fine my baby ger . for as long as im here wib u .
ill gib u the best tat i could , if u were to gib mi a chance . tis i promise u . i love u buddy ! =) *
-The people i SavedKIlled
Friday, April 04, 2008
aiies , after rayson went to taiwan .
i felt so bored . i duno y .
nth much to do even though i book out .
no money to go find buddy .
even if have , no one acc mi . =[
maybe tmr i shall go down and see see her . xD
but maybe not staying long i guess ? lol
shld be meeting jason too . for awhile i suppose .
wanna go sing song . not much cash . T_T
still have to save up abit for my big day man !
cant wait for tat day to come .
hees . shld have some surprises .
happy or gone case ending , we shall noe on tat day . lols .
not pinning much hopes though , i duno y .
jux having wierd feeling in mi . =/
hmm , nvm la . walk 1 step see 1 step luh .
if its meant to be mine , it will be .
if not , den i suppose i jux have to ren ming ba . haha .
well , nth much to post either .
stop here first ba .
ciaoz ~
-The people i SavedKIlled