Sunday, August 31, 2008
brother , i think i jux now did something v wrong ? ><
im so so so sorry brother .
i didnt noe yr bf was wib u . T_T
i tot bcox u find mi say xin shi , shld be alone .
u told mi u missed jason .
well , so i replied saying , its normal de la . bcox u 2 de past , not so easy to forget de .
so jux think and miss jiu hao . jux dun forget u currently love de guy .
i think tis is the sentence i said wrongly .
den yr bf saw u saying tat u missed jason .
and in the end , u 2 quarrelled . hais .
but but , i needa explain things .
bcox when im chatting wib brother adee , i will talk to her anything , everything .
so y i lidat said is bcox i noe she had not forget him .
bcox its not tat easy .
but she had been trying to forget about the past and move on .
which she is doing it very well now .
she met a new guy , starting another relationship and at the same time ,
trying to forget him and their past .
well , i duno her how's her new bf now . but i can see tat she tried v hard liao .
i noe she's doing very well now .
but cant blame her bf as well . sure will tulan / jealous de wad .
where got guy can tahan his gf saying she miss her ex ?
i duno if her bf noe she had been trying v hard to forget everything and start afresh .
i hope he does . bcox i dun wan them to quarrel bcox of him , which is so not worth it .
brother had been doing alot and alot of things to keep herself changing .
to love and gib other a chance .
she DID change alot , i can see tat . and i can swear tat she is really focused of her current affairs .
be it work , be it relationship .
she is a v fragile lady , she is v tired liao . onli she herself noe the feelings .
she jux wans everyone tat she loved to be happy and den she will too .
she dun mind sacrifices . bcox she noe and i noe y .
things aint gonna be the same if 1 day , she's . . . . . . . .
i certainly dun wan tat to happen , bcox i noe i will be fucking emo .
i will take a long time to pick myself up .
i will take a long time to realise , hey , she will be happy forever frm now on .
i will nvr forget her , bcox i noe i cant .
even right now , my tears r coming down .
i jux dun wan her to feel upset over things , feel stressed over things tats happening .
i jux wans her to be happy every single day .
is tat so difficult ? yes it is , tats life .
wad can we do bout it ?
hope she can solve TIS current problem asap .
i dun wan to hear her saying , brother , im sad . my bf broke up wib mi .
again . pls oh pls . =[
hope she can ping ping an an de carry on wib life .
she is doing so so so good liao . may god bless tis lady whom i respect and love alot .
-The people i SavedKIlled