sian , ytd was such a cock day .
wad a waste .
wad a mistake .
jux lidat , everything's gone . T_T
got nth much to write la .
i onli noe , i messed up the whole nite . damn it .
if onli i can turn back time .
everything shld be different . hais .
but still , tks to all who came . but v SORRY bout wad happened to mi last nite .
and i truly regretted . hais . the feeling is v v sour in mi .
i didnt get to tell her everything personally , i didnt get to show her wad i wan to show personally . i didnt get to noe any ans frm her .
i really messed everything up . i hate myself !
nvm nvm , ive wasted last nite .
but still , i will let her noe everything tat i wan her to noe again .
i dun care .
last nite , she might take everything as a joke or crap , bcox im super tipsy .
next time , no way , i will make sure im freaking sober . =D
i wan her to noe tat i really mean everything i said .
-The people i SavedKIlled